A Life Divided (Or, The Struggle Between Living Life and Thriving Life)
Originally posted on You Should See My Scars:
So, I have this problem and I bet a lot of you can relate. The struggle is this: There are 2 me’s. There is the Me I want to be, and the Me I don’t want to be….but somehow am so socially retarded that I can’t even be. Let me be more clear: THE ME I WANT TO BE: I have always wanted to make a huge impact in this world. I have always wanted to have adventure, and love, and have my voice be heard. I really want to try to change the way the world works because it just seems so shitty right now. THE ME I CANT EVEN BE BECAUSE IM SUCH A MESS: I want friends. I want to have people to hang out with and to be able to sleep without laying in bed for 2 hours tossing and turning and thinking nonstop. I want to understand what its like to have a social life. So heres what happens: I try to…